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UnendingWhen I first saw your face
That perfect, dainty sight
I knew that you’d be mine
My own Unending light
I longed to see you happy
Your smile filled with grace
And so I took my bladed love
And slit a grin upon your face
I teased you with that bloody knife
Kissing you with the steel
Letting loose the crimson drops
So you’d know how I feel
I’ve now lost count of all the times
I carved my name into your skin
Ripping, tearing, bleeding cuts
So I'd be forever within
Your shrill screams filled the cold dead air
I heard it as your laughter
Together always in blood and flesh
Our morbid happily-ever-after
And as you close your dimming eyes
Ragged flesh forever unmending
You're mine forever, mine alone
My own forever Unending.
I Cry For That Girl I KnowI cry for that girl I know
Who wants to slit her wrists
I cry for that girl I know
Who wants to feel Death’s kiss
I cry for that poor lost soul
Bleeding as she falls
I sob, uncontrollable
As she tries to end it all
A faint smile upon pale lips
Dead eyes that speak of want
To end her pain; for another chance
At the life she never got
Sickly pools of blood
Reek of agony and despair
The coppery smell of wasted life
Stains the heavy air
All she wanted was freedom
Just a sip: a taste
And yet she never realized
That her death was just a waste
In trying to end the torment
She only caused more pain
Death doesn’t kill suffering
It only leaves a blackened stain.
The Queen of LiesThe Queen of Lies
The trees all whisper
Speaking of her blackened cries
The stars reach out to kiss her
The maiden with the blood red eyes
Walking lonely on the Earth
Leaving ashes in her wake
Blood drips down from smiling scars
The grins she knows are fake
Offering forth the poisoned apple
ÒOne bite is all you need.Ó
Inspiring fear, murder and sin
Through the words she continues to feed
Pulsing with seductive beauty
Temptation beyond compare
The alluring spider in her web of lies
Just waiting to ensnare
Slipping through the shadows
Sneaking through the night
Ruining the pure of heart
And staining the snow white
Flying on wings of lust and greed
Tempting to satisfy
Drinking the poison straight from her lips
A final, fatal Lie.
Stone ColdIf you could see my heart
You’d know it’s cold as stone
If you could see my broken soul
You’d know I am alone
No longer feeling anything
Inside my shattered mind
My world is so horribly dark
The truth is lost; I’m blind
What is faith?
What is love?
Only what I don’t posses
Scarred pale face
Thick black blood
Sins I dare not confess
I’ve built a new reality
My shield from the world
Rejecting any hope or care
As my life becomes unfurled
Forever lost in blackened roads
Stuck in this empty dream
It no longer matters; I don’t care
Because all I can do is scream.
I can see the two stars glisten
Diamonds on a field of black
You can hear it if you listen
A story, which we do lack
The soft whispers of harmony
That kiss the gentle sky
A sweet, singing melody
That makes the cold moon sigh
The breath, the life, the soul
Of every living being
The quiet, the calm, the lull
As the Earth continues to sing
It speaks of death and war and pain
But birth and life as well
Everything that is and was
These invisible lips shall tell
And I lay in my shadowed mind
Shaking in wonder and fright
Yet I may rest easy, for I have this Song
To guide me through my night
I can see the two stars glisten
Diamonds in the sky
Hush now, and start to listenÑ
You can hear it if you try.
Everything Is Moving OnIt seems
No longer have time for things anymore
Can't love anyone like I did before
Work, work, work
It's all I ever manage
To get done
To carefree days
Taking naps in the Sun
Where did they go
The days of laughter and joy
Where did they run off to
Hiding, clever and coy
Perhaps that they are lost
And I won't live them anymore
But I wouldn't count on it
Because I know what I'm searching for.
And a heart to match
Bound with blackened lies
Covered in blood-red ash
Can it even be called "life"
When all your dreams are dead
The memories you so loved
You rip, you tear, you shred
You live on in your self-inflicted state
Screaming, pleading, dying
Sadness and love turns to hate
Shrieking, sobbing, crying
The perfect, nice Oasis
Your lovely Garden of Eden
The hopes, the perfection, the graces
Have turned you into a demon
Yet you blindly fail to see
The misery you create
You choose to deny
The gates of Hell that await
You fail to see
The stains your black wounds bleed
So clear, and so terrifying
Is your endless Greed.
The Hunger Games: Foxface's Story Part 2Before I returned home for the night, I decided to take a quick trip to the ruins of the Library. Even though I knew that there was little hope of finding anything of value in the charred remains, I still continued to search almost every night, praying to find any books or text that had escaped the blazing inferno of the Capitol. I was always hungry for knowledge. Even the large, thick textbooks they gave out in school did little to satisfy my appetite. They were all just filled with the lies of the Capitol, and how "The Capitol gloriously and mercifully pulled the Districts out of the ruins of chaos during the dark times." Propoganda, I believe they were called. Sugarcoating the horrid truth, making it seem as if they were trying to help us instead of beating us into submission. It disgusted me, even more so than if they had just come out with the truth. Lies and deceit. That was all the Capitol was.
It didn't take me long to reach the almost unrecognizable remnants of the old buildin
EndingYou knew that all
Was not well
When your sun dipped down
And the Darkness fell
The stars began
To turn to ash
A gaping chasm opened
Like a bleeding gash
All the pretty colors
Bleed to red
The cold wet life
The black ground bled
And we delve deep
Into the forbidden abyss
Embracing the emptiness
Of Death's cold kiss
And we cry
Of sadness and dismay
Never to see again
The golden light of day.
The wonders of the world are at my feet,
creation's endless charity.
Golden sun above, it's warmth makes life sweet,
night stars help me gain clarity
... and yet I am alone.
Roses and daisies and buttercups too,
green grass and blue sky above me.
Mountains and valleys and geysers that spew,
ocean as far as my eye can see
... and yet I am alone.
New moon above and Milky Way heavens,
lights that inspire poetry.
Bright shooting stars and Northern lights events,
cosmic dance of life surrounds me
... and yet I am alone.
I hold this truth to be above all truth,
that what we need most, is love.
The absence of love makes earthly joys moot,
what I would give... to fit hand in glove
... and never, ever, again be alone.
*The Cathedral*Graveyard sparkles, coat of frost
Souls sleep in comfort none are lost
Yew trees stand's silent friend
Up the pathway faithful wend.
Illuminated Christmas star
Penitants travel from afar
Spiritual comfort, blessed peace
Worldly concerns find release
Stained glass window does inspire
Glorious colours flame desire
Insence smells and bells so pure
Winter Cathderal, open door.
Bathed in scripted bile
A vale of silence falling
Bureaucraticly hiding all
Dysfunctional desires rampant
A festering rotted core
Inequalities deeply binding
Insidious malcontents survive
A decadent soulless beacon
Fulfilling wanton desires
Hypocritically content miscreants
Unchecked carnivorous fools
Blackened evillest wanting
Lost in greed and lust and deed
Radical animosity revealing
Cantankerous inept pontiffs
Cadaverous satanic tools
Solemn service sacrificed
Screaming to deafened ears
What once was the answer
Has turned into misery and fear
Writhing twisted malformation
Unburdened of belief
Empty faithless vessel
Devoid of love and peace
FOR THE LOST CHILDI am a man who is lost in a child
And my child he never grew
His spirit within, my mother defiled
Turning his soul black and blue.
The years have passed, the summers fade
Still my torment it rages on
This man I am, cold and afraid
Hides from the waking dawn.
My little child is locked inside
Vowing to never come out
This poor little boy, he thinks he died
Existing in shadow and doubt.
I love him, this child inside of me
Yet no matter how hard I try
He will never know what it means to be free
Until that day when I die.
It is I who bears his lasting pain
Yes, ‘tis I that must tarry and wait
Sometimes I think that my life was in vain
As I sit here and ponder my fate.
My mother’s been dead for quite some time
As Cancer accomplished its goal
Below the earth, she rests from her crime
With the little boys heart that she stole.
I see him each day in the mirror
This albatross that I must wear
Bringing me ever nearer
To the end of this life we have shared.
God has set the path I must
STRAIGHTJACKET MEMORIESDeliver me up O precious lord,
Straightjacket memories, take them away;
My life, I must live of my own accord,
Of my past, I’ve said all I have to say.
Baptize me now, with hope eternal,
Do this for me so I’ll never look back;
Release me from this woman infernal,
Seal up my armor and leave not a crack.
Destroy this pain that I’m weary to hold,
And in its place be resounding joy;
Aged resentment is now bitter cold,
God won’t you please help that little boy?
Locked in a prison, he hasn’t a choice,
I am still breathing while he is in hell;
Give me the courage to now be his voice,
In my loving arms shall he ever dwell.
Thank you my lord, for all you have given,
Straightjacket memories, take them away;
I’m just a man who comes to you shriven,
Of my past, I’ve said all I have to say…
Let air sate you,
soak through your emptiness.
Fill your being with oxygen and
Do not let you
lose this. Life is not easy here,
and you deserve better, but stay:
To Everyone I've Ever Thought I Loved To Everyone I've Ever Thought I Loved
1. I was young and quite stupid.
You were attractive
and way, way out of my league.
2. Your influence changed my life
and i think i might
just still love you for that fact.
3. I'm not quite sure what it was
about you. Maybe
your taste in bands... or your hair.
4. You were a dick... I knew that.
But for some reason
I still went there anyway.
5. Times were hectic and you broke
my heart. But it's not
like i did much to stop you.
6. You were my biggest secret.
If only i knew
Back then that you liked girls too.
7. You were the first to love me.
One and a half years
LonelinessIt's that feeling when you wanna have friends,
You wanna be popular, and you try to,
But people don't like you.
It's that feeling, all alone in your room,
You write poems all day,
Someday that notebook will be your doom.
It's when you make one good friend,
You think things are going good,
But their life comes to an end.
It's when you tell people the truth,
But they don't know you, think you're lying,
And they lock you in little pad-walled rooms.
It's when you're only a teen, but you get drunk as hell,
Your so called "friends" ditch,
The cops find you, and put you in a holding cell.
It's when you think you can trust someone,
Been together a year,
But shit changed, they left you, didn't shed one tear.
It's when you have no home,
People think you're a psycho,
But still, the bullies won't leave you alone.
It's when you sit alone, Go home and get stoned,
And no matter how much you eat,
You're still skin, muscle and bone.
The Sonnet of WarThough fires crackle bright and bullets soar
I cower in the twilight dark of fear.
I hear the baying of the monster War
and tremble as its monstrous form draws near.
The wicked monster has no charity
its sole is smithed of fire and of hate.
It slaughters men indiscriminately
this heartless, soulless, wicked child of Fate.
Though I may flee it, I cannot outrun,
for it has claimed my people’s hearts and souls.
Smoke spews forth from the barrel of the gun,
yet they sit and watch, their hearts grown cold.
It scorched my soul, and burned my hope away
so in this darkness I shall hope to stay.
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